In Search of White Butterflies
A true story of loss, a near-death experience and the white butterflies that became signs of hope.
130 pages · Published 14 April 2026
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A true story of loss, a near-death experience and the white butterflies that became signs of hope.
A memoir by Nicky Lazaro
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In Search of White Butterflies (2026, 130 pages) is a spiritual memoir by Nicky Lazaro. It tells her true story of loss and a near-death experience, and how white butterflies became her signs of hope and awakening. It is available as an e-book, paperback and hardcover from $4.99.
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About This Memoir
When someone you love is gone, you start looking for a sign that they are still near. In Search of White Butterflies is Nicky Lazaro's true story of loss, of a near-death experience, and of the white butterflies that became her signs of hope.
Written in her own voice, this short memoir (130 pages) follows her from grief towards healing and a quieter, more open way of living. It is a gentle read for anyone who is mourning, for readers drawn to spiritual memoirs, and for book clubs who want a conversation about loss, hope and what comes after.
What the Book Explores
- Grief and loss, and what it takes to keep going
- A near-death experience and a spiritual awakening
- Letting go of fear
- A feeling of abundance
- The white butterfly as a symbol of hope and new beginnings
Inside the Book: Six Chapters
Six short chapters that move from loss towards hope.
CHAPTER 1
The Feeling of Abundance
Nicky explores what it means to feel rich in life even after loss, and how gratitude and openness can change the way everyday moments are seen.
CHAPTER 2
For Souls
A chapter about the spiritual side of the journey: the sense that those we love are still connected to us and that the soul keeps growing.
CHAPTER 3
Advice from White Butterflies
The white butterflies that appeared on her path become guides. This chapter gathers the lessons they seemed to offer about hope, trust and moving forward.
CHAPTER 4
In Search of White Butterflies
The title chapter. It follows the search for the butterflies that became signs of hope, and what Nicky found along the way.
CHAPTER 5
On Freedom
A reflection on letting go of fear, guilt and old stories, and what freedom feels like on the other side of grief.
CHAPTER 6
On Inspiration
The closing chapter turns the experience into encouragement: how pain can become purpose and how readers can find their own signs.
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Get a moving glimpse into the story with our book trailer a preview of the healing, hope, and spiritual transformation that await in this unforgettable memoir.
Who This Book Is For
This memoir is for people who are grieving a loved one, readers looking for signs and comfort after a loss, anyone drawn to spiritual awakening stories, and book clubs that want to talk about loss, hope and renewal. It is a short read of 130 pages.
Book Details
Title
In Search of White Butterflies
Author
Nicky Lazaro
Published
14 April 2026
Pages
130
ISBN-13 (e-book)
978-1-965490-43-3
ISBN-13 (paperback)
978-1-965490-44-0
ISBN-13 (hardcover)
978-1-965490-45-7
Formats
E-book, paperback, hardcover
Language
English
Questions About the Book
Is In Search of White Butterflies a true story?
Yes. It is Nicky Lazaro's memoir of her own experience of loss, a near-death experience and spiritual awakening, told in the first person.
What does the white butterfly mean in the book?
The white butterfly is Nicky's symbol of hope, awakening and new beginnings: a sign that even after deep loss, renewal is possible.
Which formats are available, and how much does it cost?
This site sells the e-book ($4.99), paperback ($14.99) and hardcover ($21.99). It is also available on Amazon, Libristo and EnBook.
How long is the book?
130 pages: a short read you can finish in a few evenings.