In Search of White Butterflies

A true story of loss, a near-death experience and the white butterflies that became signs of hope.

In Search of White Butterflies
Price range: $4.99 through $21.99

About This Memoir


In Search of White Butterflies (2026, 130 pages) is a spiritual memoir by Nicky Lazaro. It tells her true story of loss and a near-death experience, and how white butterflies became her signs of hope and awakening. It is available as an e-book, paperback and hardcover from $4.99.

When someone you love is gone, you start looking for a sign that they are still near. In Search of White Butterflies is Nicky Lazaro’s true story of loss, of a near-death experience, and of the white butterflies that became her signs of hope.

Written in her own voice, this short memoir (130 pages) follows her from grief towards healing and a quieter, more open way of living. It is a gentle read for anyone who is mourning, for readers drawn to spiritual memoirs, and for book clubs who want a conversation about loss, hope and what comes after.

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Pick the format that suits how you read. All three are the same memoir.

  • e-Book, $4.99. Instant download to read on your phone, tablet or e-reader. ISBN 978-1-965490-43-3.

  • Paperback, $14.99. 130 pages. ISBN 978-1-965490-44-0.

  • Hardcover, $21.99. A keepsake edition to give or to keep. ISBN 978-1-965490-45-7.

What the Book Explores

  • Grief and loss, and what it takes to keep going
  • A near-death experience and a spiritual awakening
  • Letting go of fear
  • A feeling of abundance
  • he white butterfly as a symbol of hope and new beginnings

Inside the Book: Six Chapters:

The Feeling of Abundance

Nicky explores what it means to feel rich in life even after loss, and how gratitude and openness can change the way everyday moments are seen.

For Souls

A chapter about the spiritual side of the journey: the sense that those we love are still connected to us and that the soul keeps growing.

Advice from White Butterflies

The white butterflies that appeared on her path become guides. This chapter gathers the lessons they seemed to offer about hope, trust and moving forward.

In Search of White Butterflies

The title chapter. It follows the search for the butterflies that became signs of hope, and what Nicky found along the way.

On Freedom

A reflection on letting go of fear, guilt and old stories, and what freedom feels like on the other side of grief.

On Inspiration

The closing chapter turns the experience into encouragement: how pain can become purpose and how readers can find their own signs.

Book Details:

TitleIn Search of White Butterflies
AuthorNicky Lazaro
Published14 April 2026
Pages130
ISBN-13 (e-book)978-1-965490-43-3
ISBN-13 (paperback)978-1-965490-44-0
ISBN-13 (hardcover)978-1-965490-45-7
FormatsE-book, paperback, hardcover
LanguageEnglish

Watch the Book Trailer!

Get a moving glimpse into the story with our book trailer a preview of the healing, hope, and spiritual transformation that await in this unforgettable memoir.